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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Miss the old times 8:20 AM

Looking all my old pics with cine makes me wanna cry. i just missed those times. But i know right now i can't have all those happiness again. My happiness is al gone away.. saying that i will be okey with everything, but actually i'm not. I can't do this on my own anymore.. Everybody is buzy with their lifes and i don't evn want to disturd them.. You do things because what i did to you in the past.. I think you will never forgive me but you just pretent to... Thinking you always be there, but no is all gone. Not even you can make my mind change to anything... Your touch, your kisses is not making in anygood.. I'm just pretending that i am happy with everything you do.. And i also know that you are just pretending to be happy for me.. I'm trying my best to hepl but your not helping with it.. Your just keeping me in the past...
absorbed into this life.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Sorry not blogging.. 10:31 PM

I'm just keeping everything in me. Not going to tell you or show you at all. You were hurt by me. Now i'm hurt by you. But there's nothing i can do just to make you realise whats happening. You have to figure it out by yourself. If you think what you are doing is right, then do it. I wouldn't stop you. Just do whatever you like. I have nothing to proof to you for you to listen to me anymore. I just hope you will come back to me like who you are. I'm not leaving you at all. I really can't do that. I just love you to much. I just can't stop you anymore. You've listen to me before. So i will listen to you. I'm not the person anymore that you know that broke your heart. You don't msg me like you used to. You don't call me like you used to. It's okey with me.
absorbed into this life.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
9:35 PM
hey people!!! as you cn see i change my blog skin. these is so not nice. but its for the mean while. sorry, for not updating anything. nothing to blog abt. When will i get my palette sia. angry sia.. haish.
absorbed into this life.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
9:21 PM
hey people!! Sorry i never update my blog for so long.. I've been bored with life at this time of rate... School is going fine as usually.. My hubby and i are okie.. but getting bored of fishing for the mean time. I've been really bored of how my life is. No time table of fun in my life anymore. All are quite serious. Boring. Anw, sometimes i miss getting my freedom from everything i do. But oh well. I've mad my choice in life. To be a good, great woman. Like real i'm going to be that kind of woman. Do you think i'm going to be a great wife and a mother? hiash. I kept thinking. Are even ready to go through all this thinking? Is my hubby to become a husband of mine? From the face of it, i'm not really sure. But all i know is that i love him and he loves me. hehes. I'm happy with that. And that's enough for me. I havegreat friends all around me only that i don't spent much time with them. hehes. I'm always busy with my hubby. I want to be with him 24/7. Hahas. And his okie with it i guest. hahas. Everyday at his house. nothing else to do.. My parents planing to stay at woodlands in 4 to 5 yrs time. And i don't want to. I'm a EASTside girl. and tampnes is much more near for me to go to hubby house. IF they are going i'm staying with hubby. I dont care.If i'm still with him.
absorbed into this life.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
5:06 PM
hey you guys!! sorry for not blogging for so long! Been busy with school for awhile. For now i'm just going blog to blog. looking at palettes!! brushers all!! I'm sorry angry looking at them. So nice and cute. I can't wait to get my 88 original colour eyeshadow palette. ARGH!! okey here are some blogs you may see some palettes. www.i-heart-make-up.blogspot.com www.eyfasufi.multiply.com www.twitch.sg
For beauty blog. ww.voluptuouspinksexyblackbywiwitanggun.blogspot.com
the most fav make up tutorials. www.makeupbytiffanyd.blogspot.com watch her.
i will update more if i gone through more of it. Hehe.
absorbed into this life.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
10:35 PM
This what i had been feeling this few days...You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like I thought you could have been But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget The only one I love to not forgive And though you break my heart, you're the only one And though there are times when I hate you 'Cause I can't erase The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe I don't wanna play that part I know that I love you, but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl No, no, no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me And still, you're in my heart But you're the only one And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain 'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away Oh, but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe I don't wanna play that part I know that I love you, but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....
I don't wanna be without my baby I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna take a breath without my baby I don't wanna play that part I know that I love you, but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl No, no, no broken-hearted girl Broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted girl
absorbed into this life.
Friday, January 1, 2010
2:25 PM
girls still msging him and he keeps replying. mcm mane ako tk mengamok. mmg ako adr file tapi ako tk msg laki laen2 lagy okie?! not even my own classmate. i just got this feeling your just going away from me. watever! fuck!!!
absorbed into this life.
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