Looking all my old pics with cine makes me wanna cry.
i just missed those times.
But i know right now i can't have all those happiness again.
My happiness is al gone away..
saying that i will be okey with everything, but actually i'm not.
I can't do this on my own anymore..
Everybody is buzy with their lifes and i don't evn want to disturd them..
You do things because what i did to you in the past..
I think you will never forgive me but you just pretent to...
Thinking you always be there, but no is all gone.
Not even you can make my mind change to anything...
Your touch, your kisses is not making in anygood..
I'm just pretending that i am happy with everything you do..
And i also know that you are just pretending to be happy for me..
I'm trying my best to hepl but your not helping with it..
Your just keeping me in the past...

I'm just keeping everything in me.
Not going to tell you or show you at all.
You were hurt by me.
Now i'm hurt by you.
But there's nothing i can do just to make you realise whats happening.
You have to figure it out by yourself.
If you think what you are doing is right, then do it.
I wouldn't stop you.
Just do whatever you like.
I have nothing to proof to you for you to listen to me anymore.
I just hope you will come back to me like who you are.
I'm not leaving you at all.
I really can't do that. I just love you to much.
I just can't stop you anymore.
You've listen to me before.
So i will listen to you.
I'm not the person anymore that you know that broke your heart.
You don't msg me like you used to.
You don't call me like you used to.
It's okey with me.

hey people!!
Sorry i never update my blog for so long..
I've been bored with life at this time of rate...
School is going fine as usually..
My hubby and i are okie.. but getting bored of fishing for the mean time.
I've been really bored of how my life is.
No time table of fun in my life anymore.
All are quite serious. Boring.
Anw, sometimes i miss getting my freedom from everything i do.
But oh well.
I've mad my choice in life.
To be a good, great woman.
Like real i'm going to be that kind of woman.
Do you think i'm going to be a great wife and a mother?
hiash.
I kept thinking.
Are even ready to go through all this thinking?
Is my hubby to become a husband of mine?
From the face of it, i'm not really sure.
But all i know is that i love him and he loves me.
hehes.
I'm happy with that. And that's enough for me.
I havegreat friends all around me only that i don't spent much time with them.
hehes.
I'm always busy with my hubby.
I want to be with him 24/7.
Hahas.
And his okie with it i guest.
hahas.
Everyday at his house. nothing else to do..
My parents planing to stay at woodlands in 4 to 5 yrs time.
And i don't want to.
I'm a EASTside girl. and tampnes is much more near for me to go to hubby house.
IF they are going i'm staying with hubby. I dont care.If i'm still with him.

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

girls still msging him and he keeps replying.

mcm mane ako tk mengamok.

mmg ako adr file tapi ako tk msg laki laen2 lagy okie?!

not even my own classmate.

i just got this feeling your just going away from me.

watever! fuck!!!